I want to get back into things.

So, an update I feel is

required.

Didn't much see the point of using this site if I only had one follower.

I've now decided I don't care, it can be mine.

So, looking back on my list of things to do.

• I left Saffron, well I say left, I like to think of it as left/got fired.
• I left without another job, so saving money at the moment is not happening. Depressingly skint.
• I GOT A TATTOO, very exciting yes.

• Totally got into art college. I cannot wait, two years of graphic design mmm heaven.
• Not moved out, but things at home are on the up and up.
• Got my boy. The perfect boy and I love him more than I thought I'd love anyone.

For the people that don't seem to understand why I hate snow: have you been outside?
Snow melts - Slush freezes - and I fall.
Just the way it goes.


Don't get me wrong, it's beautiful to look at. Gorgeous. It's just not pleasent unless you're fully prepared, like when you can't feel your toes and you fingers feel like you have frostbite.
Going for a smoke with Voldy was Hell, I took to breathing through my scarf onto my fingers.


On another, unrelated, note:
Considering my current money issues, I need to think of cheaper ways to go out.
I don't like on missing out on nights out because I'm broke!
It'd be cheaper if the 'rents let me out on weeknights, but no.
Fucking education.
But Dad I'm missing out on pound a pint!

.H.

It's all downhill from here.

Having teenage style sleepovers with the BFF will never get old.
Considering we are still teenagers, this rather makes sense.
Not next year though, no we'll be twenty then. Full blown grownups, not a fun thought.
Teenage style sleepovers will, however live on.
As will taking photos of each other with our fancy new cameras.

Is it a little far into the new year to start listing things that I need/want to do? Surely that's the aim of a New Years resolution.
I'm a sucker for lists though, so fuck it.

• Leave Saffron, my current job behind the bar in an Indian Restaurant. Not that it's not a decent job or anything. I just need better pay, see bullet two.
• Save a decent amount of money.
• Get my tattoo. I shall embellish at a later date.
• Get into Art College. My application hasn't arrived? What the Hell? Stupid-ass Royal Mail...
• Move out, out, out. Love the parents, I just can't anymore.
• Get into a relationship, a good one. Not a settled one, or "Oh, this will do" but a relationship I want to be in for longer than a month. This will make a change.

I'm stressed, I'm stressed and bored. I'm stressed at the lack of change in my life in the last year or so.
And the lack of change, well, it's boring.
It's all pretty stagnant.
If everything goes to plan, however:
The future's looking bright.
I made a spreadsheet for my money woes. How can it go wrong?!

Stay cute,
.H.